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Friday, March 31, 2006

Another prayer request

I dont want to go into too much detail on here as their details are private. But another of my friends have been diagnosed with cancer. He isnt a christian and as much as he needs healing he needs salvation. Cancer is pretty bad and has spread already. Chemo is having an effect but major life altering surgery looms.

Pray for gods will, pray for peace and pray for salvation.

I'm running out of words and running out of emotions......i dont know i can cry anymore

Today i have seen

A natural disaster
A defenseless animal savaged
An old womans pain
Brothers almost meet their doom
Two more brothers lives changed forever
A whole city wiped out in seconds
People defile the name of God
People fight, bicker, argue and gossip
A woman arrested
A vile offender walk free

and most of that before morning break

You know the media is such a powerful tool, it has such ability to impact and change lives and it vertainly changed me today. I sat there weighing up whether i needed to know these thimngs for protection and awareness or whether more good should be reported in place of the bad....its a difficult decision and one Im glad i wont have to make. All I do know is that there are good tings out there ahppening all the time...we should talk about them more. Like Gods love, how he heals and answers prayer today. How there are still people who love each other and genuinely care.

I wont make any silly promises like im gonna spread joy every day of my life because i know i cant do it, but all of us together doing it everyso often has gotta make an impact.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

This system has just recovered from a fatal error - brain functionality low

As above

Can't think

Head stuffed with cotton wool

Ache in right shoulder and lower back

over whelming need to say hurplgggghhhhzst

body.....slowly.....giving...............up

mere days left..........(to finish assignments, not live, if only had days left to live would be on a major shopping expedition right now a=whilst campaigning for world peace, was gonna say end of theird world debt but it didnt quite fit with the shopping spree, but all are good causes)


and the only thing getting me through is the impending visit of a couple of bristolians....yay!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Where Oh where Can My Little Blog Be?

Where Oh Where Can It Be?

Ok enough singing. well my blog went AWOL and I have no idea where to or why...but all is not lost! Hurrah I hear you cry.

Here is my fabby new blog with a rather fetching retro feel to it i may add. A new name and new face but still lil mad ole me whittering on...but who knows, I may even blog more so.................. if ya wanna hear more from this Dudlay chicken then let me know!

Ps...who is sad enough to know where i got th name for tihs blog from? Own up .... i know who you are ;)